I’m sorry for the lack of posts lately, but I’m really having a hard time trying to understand everything that happened and I’m still hurting. I’d also like to thank the new followers I got, despite the lack of new material. I’m sure the other Simpsons-related tumblrs are keeping up with their good work. That is all. Good luck to us all.
I’d like to thank each and everyone of you who sent positive thoughts or prayers towards my boyfriend. Unfortunately, he died on Oct. 02 at 17:30. He had a severe case of pneumonia, spent 9 days at the ICU, stayed in a room for about 10 days recovering and had a second pneumonia on top of the first one which wasn’t totally cured at the time. After that, he went back to ICU, was sedated, in artificial life support and was being treated again. His immune system, however, was weakened and wasn’t fighting the infections anymore.
The doctor called us for a meeting to tell us they had done everything they could, and that it was a matter of hours. I was taking care of him after he got out of the ICU the first time, and even though I know I did all I could to ease his suffering (his mouth was so severely hurt because of the first intubation that I had to give him water through a spoon), I still feel guilty, like I should’ve done more. I was the last of his acquaintances to see him alive, one hour before he died in ICU.
It’s been more than 10 days that he passed away and I’m still in shock. When I met him, he gave me life, and dying, he takes me with him.
My boyfriend is very sick at the ICU right now. I just wanted to ask for positive vibrations os prayers, or whatever you believe towards him. Thank you so much.